Saturday, July 02, 2011
Last blogged @ 11:45 PM

I'm not trying to rewind. It's God's plan. He has died for me. Bleed on the cross for me. Cleansed my sins. What have you ever done? So what if I've ever regretted what I've done. It's my life. Don't ruin it. What is life to me? Life is a bitch. Just learn to fuck it. :) Life will be much more easier without both of you, controlling this and that. Then make a big fuss about it. Thinking that I would be afraid of it. Sorry, no. I'm just PRETENDING to be scared so that things would be settled down immediately. I don't wanna quarrel with you. No attitude, no staring, no pointing from you. PEACE. Seriously, sometimes I wished both of you were dead. Yeah, you said you care. But it's not the care I wanted. Your care is different. So different that makes me suffocate. You didn't know. Did you know the feeling of being threaten? You threatened me, wanted me to say out the truth. I've said, now you happy? NO. I rather don't wanna let you know then now I know you know but you don't know the feeling i had and was standing by the window with your cigarette and lighter pointed at me and judged me. If you think I throw your face outside, please. Don't be in my family at the first place. Say I'm a prostitute, then what are you? Elegant, decent, pretty little lady? NO.

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