Can't sleep. What's on my mind? Hopefully it won't rains on 16 July. No quarrels or what ever nonsense.

Dear cousin, you're too much today. It's my birthday, not yours. Dont pissed me and my sis off. Not happy, don't come. As simple as that. You can also forget about the Woodgrover. I wonder if this was your idea or theirs. I can just celebrate it with my family. I don't need you and I don't need him so much like you do. You should know what I mean. He treated you so well and this is what you gave him. How I wish I could be like you. FYI, I'm on my own. He's never really into my life. He only let me knows that he's there for me. Mentally. Now, no contact, no everything. He got caught? Hope he's coming to my BBQ. Hope and hope and hope...