Monday, July 25, 2011
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After we patched, I have changed myself . I have changed because I wanted to suit you, And I thought this change would let you loves me more . I didn't know you prefer the old me. As I thought the old me wasn't good enough that's why we ended up like this. Sometimes , I wanted to just run towards you and hug you and kiss you like there's only me and you exist in this world . Hahaha. I don't have the guts to . You know what, every time you was doing other things, I tend to stare at you and look at every part of you clearly. Heh. How to change back to the old me ? Maybe slowly slowly I'll be back to normal again . How much I loves you, you will never know. It will be very ahead of you . I could give up everything, even my life , just to be with you , even if it's just a day time . It's worth it. You was the second guy in my life that I loves so much. That you worth my tears. That I would care to change myself . That I'll be afraid to lose you . Please don't ever leave me. I want this to lasttt. I didn't stick to you that much because I wanted to see if you would stick to me . If one day, I walked away from you, all I ever wanted was you to catch me . I doesn't want to be too auto , just to see if you would be. You wouldn't .

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