Do you ever miss me?

I mean truly, aching in the bottom-of-your-heart-pain, which you just can't ignore. Because that's how I feel, every single day. There it goes again. That heavy feeling in your chest when you don't feel any desire to speak or move. All you want to do is close your eyes and sleep, because the process of being broken is incredibly exhausting. You attempt to make your day fulfilling, but no matter how hard you try, you just can't seems to connect with anyone or anything. Guys have no idea how long something they said could stays in a girl's mind.